I felt so useless

Y did i neglect u all these years

y didnt i care more

today the results wont be like this

If its to be ,at least i know i tried

but in fact i didnt

the task n the role given to mie

i fail .. have u ever thought of the ppl

around u hu actually cares for u

my heart aches for the pain u took

for the distance i brought upon us

for the falls to learn

Y everything lyk tis ...

I thought he could help but it didnt

back to the past i doubt..

will i neglect again..

I swear i wont

I help but backfired

i guess it hurt her more than i do..

wad can i do

i dunn wann to stand aside

n c how u fall

but as u fall u learn ..

Wad can i help pls ...

In case of any insulting words

i firstly apologise for my stupid and foolish acts

secoondly for the words i m about to say

Some problems arent up to anyone's else concern
if you really care for her
let her tell mie ...
no nd any third party ...

Now I dun wan to speak to you in this mood

I had fault i agree

my existance may have brought a lot of disturbance

n paiin

N U should have jus ignore mie from the beginning

I dun have a gd impression of you

N i m sure u do too..

N maybe i will lose a friend

But this tym i dun wanna care

The more i care the more friends i lost

Jux another 2 weeks... no more

thats all i can bear wif...

Sry to those i lost temper on...

kor just now was my fault

i jux dun like ppl to nag at mie

same things over n over again...

I need time to cool down ...

Sry for my stupid ,fcuking attitude

That s mie .. i m nt some gd friend

but say truely i ve gt the greatest fwens

that stands by mie.. thkx that s all i needed...

N u mention i m stubborn yupps i m

and is very ... dun blame others abt anything

this is all my fault ... I ve change into someone

u never wanna know anymore...

No more third person i had enough for this year

really really enough

very very very tired pls dun give mie the same

problems... had too much for a time ...

Shan n kor is my fault sry i should kp my mouth shut

very shut sry really really...tis problem is done n over

dun mention alr... sry hp off , nt replying for today..

Today work isnt like usual

Today we are in charge of different

games stations hehehe like leaders

mie sy n kor all separate...

kor at the middle pool

sy at the lap pool wif joel

i realise joel can b friendly

only becos of the okober fest

i had bad impression of him lol

anw we tried to throw him in th pool but

he too strong

haix den i having pain...

so terrible that i suddenly

cant see nr hear very scary

in a while i recover...

but pain gt worse

went to ah benz

they went

waaa y ur face so white

den went to rifler rest a while

eat medicine ret for 10 min went back

so much better today slack so long

saw my xiao shuai ge...

he help us get the ball he throw

n struck in

between the wall n the board

after everyone play the games

at my station

i still gt time to walk all around swiss club

n play here n there so slack la

so fun... hope gt more functions hehe..

so ps never do anything much get pay ...

sry sry ...

missing swiss club heheeh....

luckily feel better den went to eat prata

muahahaha... but mon i nv go sch

no mc... is nt lazy

still feeling unwell

guess gotta wait til mum s back

on tue nite

den c my shuai doctor...

don wry nt tat serious....

i can take care of myself ..

bleahx...

nice? i found tis in the net!

wEN TO THE MICKEY MAGIC SHOW

so back to the child times

sweet

the times where we have no worries

all we know its to have fun

play

play play

that wad u noe???

besides tis wad u noe

why cant u be clever in ur studies

familiar Tat s wad my mum used to say

But we were late for the show

When we reach its during the interval alr...

sob sob mty friend help mie calculate

the price for my seat is abt $1 permin

hahah cos late

lol

but at least we enjoy rite shan?

But the only thing is that only

that day we kp saying things

that happen which makes us mad

So we were in a bad mood that day

i Dun understand gals friendship can b so bad

y? is not as if you ve been betray

ppl hu stand by u do u really cherish them

or take them for granted...

nvm u wont understand...

The day B4

Today went to E3 camp

know lots of new fwens

mostly guys... cos only 2 gals in th grp

mie n yeanyee ... sob sob all so young

nt fair... i getting older.. lol

1 mf guy also in my grp...

den we were supposed to choose a name

the leader oh ya introducing my leaders

benito,sebastian,sujun...

the leader say havent yet...

wait first... in the end grp name

" haven't yet" lol

cute rite?

den gt sabo b the grp leader

but only the name never did anything much lol...

hmmm we learn how to use photos n link to map

swee boon blog gt example... lol

fast sia my kor

den THE EMAZING RACE

tats y i never go sentosa so sry

the leaders as in nt ours play cheat

one game which we guess the movie names

damn funny was how they act to show us the names

the guys took out their shoes to show damn funny!

the end results?

we came in 5th the leaders cheated!

supposed we 4th

but never md i had fun

tat s wad 's most important

TML

blogging competition looking forward!!!!

hope nth goes wrong pls

god bless!

Friday

went to sch for first tym

after the holidays

bored sian dun understand y i m back

my mum prefer mie to continue

but she now den let mie think for myself

wad i m really gonna do

wad i actually want

now maybe continue first

feeling a little distant from sch fwens

maybe except kr jw jas

tat day due to wrk

time was very packed

after sch went to buy mickey tickets wif shan

den to bugis

after tat went to wrk

n guess hu i saw????

JAMES LYE

dun think u can remember

n his wife DIANA

both still pretty but old le.. lol

so sweet when they went off

they like young couple hold hands n walk away...

den we carry the chair cloth so heavy

HEAVY til

shan mie suzaimi arbar come n carry together!!!

den went to eat prata at prata house den

saw teckjin wif his fwens

he wanna scold kor ! lol

Sat

yilin told mie a joke

a surveyor call her!

she ask for her surname in chinese

y:wang

S: name

Y:badan!

S: ur name is wang badan?!

Y: u den la!

den yilin call her telling her she won something

told her to send her her particulars

den she send after the call!

lol bad yilin lol disturb her again

thkx for ya jokes

but the scary part omg will b deleted lol

Sun

went to eat prata again nice

HONEY PRATA!!!! yummy !!!

so nice! damn full den walk all the

way to amk central.... hehehe

i was wearing the shirt " smile when u like mie"

den angeline made a kissing mouth

cos she dont know how to frown so funny!

den sy wearing "trust mie,i m a gal"

so i say i don trust you

den angeline say what if we don trust u

lol... went to central walk walk

den play a game of dota !!!!

sob but lost!!!!!

nvm i will pawn u soon jaime!!!!

In life dun b a busybody can ...

don know y i get to despise ppl

for their charactor these days sorry

cant control my self

tml pe at sentosa sob cant go gt camp!!!!!!!

Woo hoo exams over n its finally !

didnt have confidence in ss paper

but wads done is done

Been haveing nitemare for the past nites

First, mum left mie as in really leave

really very scare gave mie a fright

but luckily its a dream

Second kor commit sucide

scary rite n is angeline say

as casual remarks lol

i know ... i very stupid gt tis kind of dreams

lol.....

third my nail grow tooo much

den i bled damn pain!

wth continous 3 nites

luckily last nite a normal dream

lol....

after exams guess mie yeanyee jaime

sihui n yanzhen will drift apart

we were brought together by o lvl

is different from when we study together

looking at ite fwens blogs quite sad

but i will b back on tis fri

Duration? dunno yet!

hehehe ... c ya bakas den yea?tc!