Feeling kinda weird

i dun know why i feel so nt confident

no trust no nothing?

feeling kind of lost in some ways

while walking through the rain

really though a lot...

What do i actually want?

Maybe all i want is nothing..

I wan just my memories

Walking through my memories

Living in my past..

There's where my true self lies

Where happiness stays

When i'm the happiest gal around..

With The Best Friends Beside

Having everything around...

Now????

What have i actually achieve ?

Nothing.. Life just seems so empty

just an empty shell ..

Seems that i have nothing to aim..

O levels??? Doesnt seem to be well ..

A dark future in front of me

tHats what i can see..

My family they don really care

what have i actually doing...

But do i care ? nNo!

Tomorrow teachers day at mf

seem to be our very last meeting

as in the express normal and normal technical

last meet to have fun...

I miss my god brothers and my friends

iT s been a long time since we meet

i miss mr foo but he got transfer to whitely sec

e help mie a lot in dnt

although i fail but w/o him ithink i will fail badly

he s nt my teacher

so he has the choice to help or nt

I hope to give him sth!

To really thank him he s one teacher

i reaally respected

Looking so forward to tml!

Y i miss the times we spent together ...

The fun we perform on stage together

The times we all made teacher angry

n gt punish

The times we struggle for our exams

The times in ur cca

The times we look a our shuai guys

Soon..

It s been 5 yrs just like that its over

we 'll Never be tat close again

I jux wanns say i miss ya lots

LOVE YA ALL LOTS LOTS!

sometimes i wonder why i m here?
m i here to disturb ur life
i seem to be interupting ur life
than u ... bringing more pains
hurts mie more ... Its not easy
...should continue or not ?
I dunno.. It hasnt been easy for us
n will nt in future...

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This was what i chat wif someone in common...

when things which actually belong to you

in the end belongs to others ...

It's nt what we do is a mistake is

the friendship they had is stronger

whether the time u spend with them is long

It doesn't make a difference

Have you ever feel that

when you are with this group of friends

you don't really understand

wad they have been speaking all this while...

It's not you have not been wif them for a long time

Maybe it's not this group of friends who knows you best

And when you are with the other group of friends

they understand you more

the more welcome you feel

When i m remembered by this

It is really saddening

Its something i could share with

someone who kinda understand mie

And i do understand how you feel too...

It hasn't been that bad but it does affects....

I don't understand why the distance widens
Maybe is how i feel ... Is this the case?
I tried having tat little trust and confidnce in myself
I wanna hear something from...
at least let my heart die for myself...

Today was my oral...

The examiner kept prompting me...

Don't know whether can do well never mind is over

but surprisingly sihui n sinyee got mdm suhailah

for their examiner so paiseh how to read...

I tremble already ... and keep repeating

what I say hopefully can be good ...

god bless! sorry today really tired trust mie

n maybe a little fan ... I'm alright now

Trying to replenish my strength...

By sleeping haha going to soon!

lol... working tomorrow also yea!

at least won't be so bored!!!!!

Alright i end here ...

~pampam~

wadever is in front of u
u will never teasure
only the things u cant get

u will hope to get it

tats the simple logic ppl dun get!

And tats mie!

Toda's my nafa test

so tired !! muscle aching

The stupid standing board jump!!!

really jux pass

actually fail by 1 cm de

but haha u know!!

Today the run really burn my head so dizzy!

can feel the burning in my head slowly down!

like having fever...

Then today someone ask mie whether i rebond my hair

When actually i curl lol..

nvm i forgive u!

Anw my curls went down...

Hmm tmr working sian

if nt cos my hole gonna have a hole

i won't go

cos the next day also oral

those who gt oral jiayous

dun stop talking n not let the stupid examiner

prompt you...

I hope it goes well...

gtg have an early nite

swit dreams to all!

nites!don let the bed bugs bite!

So cute !haha

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Curly wurlys!

Tis is for shan thkx for being there!!!!

I finally gt my curly wurly done!

haha is it very mature or aunty !!

gt people who say nice

got people who say not nice!

haha anw i look more mature now

my curls seems to get straighter

i was trying out to c if it's nice

any opinions?

thkx shan n yean yee pei mie 2 hrs

they say they too lazy move around

so stay there study

i feel like a clown there

my butt feels numb just sitting there

a lot of problems haix dunn wan say

so stupid lol!

Omg these few days gt a lot of shi-zu puppies for sale!

$300 plus .. nt exact price

i fell in love wif one

but mum sure don't allow

so damn damn cute !

but wth!!!!blogger problem

dun allow mie upload!!!!!

Another thing is that

When i tell most of them that the pay

for oktober fest increased to $8/hr

most were so high except fengyi, weiteck n kai jie!

hahaha fo mie i so high !

gt more money to go shopping!

jkjk... to spend slowly or save

I GT SAVE de lei!!!!

muahahaha

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Thanks to

JaSmInE LiM!!!!

So nice!!!!!

I love it waaaa start to miss le ar??lol

Hmmm i starting to too...

The fun we had together will not be forgotten

study hard k?

exams are coming!

Hmm wonder wads wrong wif my eyes today?

It started twitching at 8 plus til late afternoon

Been twitching so hard...

So irritating ....

I can't stand my hair so messy!

mux do something to it tis wk lol

kor also wan to do something to his hair

kor pls do !

haha if mine goes wrong i waiting for u

to change it back haha

hmM went for treats as in waffle ice cream

my favourite- cookies n cream!

muahahaha jie enjoy it ma?I simply love it!

den went for a "basketball" game! arms damn suan!

Finally back hm again! Tired now ... takkaire everyone

gotta go to my dream land! nites *muacks!

SLEEPING DO NOT DISTURB!

Today skip sch lol

Damn bored la sch life

dun feel lyk studying

couldnt get up

so take mc

first tym i fake sick go get mc

cost $5.2

cos dun wan let my grp clean lab!

stupid teacher la

other classes dun have

From fake sick become really sick!

Headache !!!! ARRGGHHH! stupid

same illness again at least nt as bad as last tym

hopefully tomorrow will be better...

Sian lei everyday schooling

nvm soon NAFA test 22 aug

den 3 more wks slowly my holidays

hopefully no nd to study again

sick n tired of studying!

dun know lei ... looking forward to

work on 13 14 15 sep

sure gt lots of my old shuai ge hahaha

remember the ones we go crazy in sec sch

the friends we have been close wif

omg been missing them badly !

Teachers day yeah !haha !

Today suppose to go tuition

but joseph sick no choice change to sat

whole day somemore! wth!

somemore the decision is so last min

no choice go hm lor

den went downstairs wif shan tan xin shi

so long nv chat so much already

den saw nise nise miss her man !

she forget my birthday over le sob sob

nvm i forgive u lol!

anw while waiting for tym to pass

we went walk walk i saw tis couple ring omg damn nice!

nt hinting! haha don wry!

its jux tat i saw my name n my milubing shuaige name on it !

PAM n SAM ! so nice omg !

n mie n gina was like shouting

like noone business

cos she also like

somemore say mie snatch no la

fated muahahaha

gt my name!

so sweet la! sam gt mie a ring lol

yaya u will say my imgaination!

haha lol!

* Things u do should b done for urself nt others

if u wanna change is for ur gd

if its for others it wont last *

Hmmm sure to be very busy these

plus i very tired!

sy shoulders nice to lean on haha

thkx damn tired n sleepy everyday

N ytd first day of seven month

oh mie god! lets hope evrything goes well enough!

boredboredbored always sch sch sch

N worse tue end 415 later gt tuition

somemore til late

tis fri another tuition! aHHHH

so gd so mani ppl study break!

nvm my holidays starts on the 12 of sep

N last 3 wks soon its o lvl

but some ppl lyk to disturb mie cos their holidays

6 or 7 wks lei! hmph haha

anw most of uUu having exams or prelims jiayous

uUu all can do very well!

It's not as if u can't

It's whether u wan

tis advice is to myself as well

At least i manage to say

or else i guess

secrets is forever lol...

Is it really possible for

everything to restart from the begining?

Is it suppose to be happy surprise confuse ?

lol... I hope everything will never end....

Thkx weizhen jie

i guess i really nd someone to tok to

some ppl wont understand but u do!

i m losing my mind like u!

Ur words really made mie think!

suddenly i feel so immature!

cos love is nt tat simple as i think

i wont blame others

cos i chose tis way

i don know why i feel moody

sry jux tat everything seems to flash through

my mind jux lyk tat

its true i wan everyone to be happy

balancing my everything

yup lyk wad u say it s easier to say

than to b done

I c tat he s doing better

YUp in life there s lots of

obstacles for mie to mie to overcome

life wont b so smooth or else it will be very boring

jux like stones on the water waiting for you to step

on u mux b quick or else the stone

might step over you

but i will try to step on it

tAts wad i will do!!!!

But no matter wad

feelings do fade...

N many other problems

trying to overcome mie

but true each tym i solve a problem

i feel very relieved

If i feel pressured

stop to think wad i really wan

There s the meaning of less haste more speed

oNce i know wad i really wan

go for it rite?

hMmm its been long since i have gt tis kind of advices

there s y ppl lyk to hear u tok!

miss ya lots jie!

shall do my balancing first!lol

jie hope u dun md i write tis

i really felt wad u say very meaningful!

others dun understand but i do

N i remember 4eva

plus thkx for the photos!

It helps!

I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Sweet ? i love n i wan to say it all out lol...

Our mind is such a complicated thing

it makes u make rash decision

how u think also affects Ur emotion

it s actually directly control your feelings

u wont know others is thinking

only yourself knows

i myself made many rites n mistakes

Problem is that i dont know how

i should think or feel everything

important in my life is approaching

n slowly leaving

I dont know if i should ask but i did

Stupid mie! wad m i actually doing!

hMMM wadever! quite disappointed

*wad s been done has been done

no point crying over spolit milk ...

I have gone so far i actually dont know

how to continue... for myself or for others...

depends on the situation.....

*I know i'm nt prefect nor anyone of us *

YEAH

Finally gt job again!

wk at 12 den its so hot la!

n the things are heavy

haix is lea birthday but she has to wk

she gt wet after wk

mie gt throw in the pool luckily i gt hp wif mie

or else i think i will be completely drench

haha

anw i gt my revenge on wk jl, kumar n suzaimi!!!!!

muahaha nxt tym ur birthday u all die!

haha thkx i enjoy

i gt crazy nt mad!

anw sry sy i a bit angry cos i dun wanna change

very uncomfortable! haha

sry!!!!!

i enjoy the wk haha

but VICTOR nt there

lol

jkjkjk

sry there no shuai ge to say so have to say Victor lol

pls hor kor i dun wan his no!haha

~pampam~

Happi Birthday to mie!!!

Sweet rite? gina do !

Similar to hoppy!i miss her sob sob!

My 3rd cake

jas n mie

they help mie celebrate first so

thkx love ya !

My first cake!same as last yr haha!

My 2nd cake

Mie n the guys

Mie n the gals!

Thkx for helping mie celebrate

guess tis is the first year

so mani ppl remembered!

haha

my first celebration was wif

my classmates!haha

went to kbox!

don dare sing lei sry haha

but i really enjoy myself!

den they brought in the cake i so shock

but i don really show out haha

n the bag so surprise too

tat s y jas say like i nt surprise but i really m

thkzx haha

den went to watch M18 movie...

detail go watch urself its knock up

omg its disgusting la!

den midnite kor,sy n angel

come downstairs surprise mie thkx

i love the cake n present

3rd Aug
In sch

gt s&w

so run n do sit up

so tired

hahah

in class while i went to the white board to ans question

my class suddenly sing birthday song haha

so funni haha

gt eng n act wan more but dun knoe how to sing!

hmmm teacher last min send mie birthday card

how sweet!

i c my tag n testimonials really happy

to know ppl know my existance! haha

den went tuition at 5

6 plus gina sihuin yanzhen celebrate for mie gina so sweet

do things for mie

gt chance i blog the things she did for mie!

hahah!thkx love ya gina!misses!

anw after tat

i went hm den wif mum n sis went down have a

simple meal

its been ages since we had a meal together

hmm conclusion

i had fun!n love ya friends!

~pampam~